There's something about this connection

this divine equal selection

this karmic intervention

my opposite representation

I can say that I have never felt a thing quite like this,

but...I worry that my lust is creating a fake bliss

because I think about you...every single day 

and it's not just about, but literally every single day

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I have prayed for you to leave my mind

and I can visualize me fighting you... but still every single time

I get a break from life

I wonder if I'm right

but you make me feel bright

and the thought of you is a delight

 

Full is what you make me

and I'm still not sure

because I second guess you

and I don't know if this is true

because... I remember every time I had a fake little boo

It lasted for a while but then along came a new

man that stole my heart

and made me crush

and from that day 

I was always in a rush

just wishing that I could have the man that's in my site

and like a little girl I'd dream about them every night

and

.......

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Is it me with the problem?

Have my desires become demonic?

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because some will make you feel that way

and some things will make you feel that way

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and when you've gotten a taste of what you've always dreamed of

your heart will open up and send you a blessing from above

and god forbid that fear gets inside

because you see...

 

that's usually what happens with me